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somehow i feel pretty good. i hope it's not fleeting. and it's not because everything is okay. like, nothing has been resolved. not really anything. but i just feel strong. i think i feel strong because i have some really great stuff to look forward to. mostly i'm so psyched about this phd course this fall. that's going to change everything. even if i'm still at this stupid job, i'll have an outlet to stimulate my mind and an outlet for my writing. i'm just really looking forward to getting that going. i actually think the time committment is going to be pretty huge. because when it's come to school, i've never let myself do anything just part way. in high school i read Dostoevsky's Crime and Punishment three times before I felt prepared for the test. and i was glad i did too, because I nailed it when it came down to it. |
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