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i cried some this morning. it's coming in spurts. just little cries here and there, as if i were to really let it all out i'd cry for days, so my body only let's me do it a little bit at a time. i don't even know what i'm crying about right now the fact that the woman i loved turned out to be someone i can't even recognize or the scary medical stuff that i'm going through right now. since they happened at the exact same time it's hard to separate. i would call toni and tell her i'm scared about the medical stuff and get her support. it normally would have made me feel a lot better but not now. |
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