sometimes
2007-07-27 so yeah

i took a serious sleep aid last night, no more of this wimpy advil pm stuff (which, btw, used to be able to knock me out for like 12 hrs straight), and finally got a good nights sleep. i woke up 3 or four times but only for maybe a half hour at a time at the most and i wasn't as plagued by my sad thoughts and ugly ugly images as i have been the last few nights. i wrote a really long thing for myself, and considered sharing it with her, but then thought, you know, maybe just let this be for now, and we can hopefully start this conversation in costa rica. but i don't know if i should sit on these things for so long.

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