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she's gone. and i'm cursed with this song replaying in my head that goes "she's gone, she's gone" with some more undefined lyrics that are kind of gobbledegook but i don't know who sings the damn song but i want it out of my head. anyway, 10 weeks. ok. any of you who have been away from their people for extended amounts of time please pipe in any and all advice. i think i'm okay. i just hope this isn't passing confidence and that i can sustain this okay feeling. we had a really nice time between the hours of 10:30pm and 4:15am when we had to say goodbye. it wasn't a prolonged goodbye because i didn't want to make too much of a scene in the airport (although i'm sure plenty of people make scenes in the airport) but also we've been trying to be rational and calm and positive about this and think of it as new beginnings instead of any kind of endings so i just held her and kissed her and told her that she is my love and walked away. looked back twice, as was she. and next we meet in Costa Rica baby! also, i got a text this AM from naomi g and it was nice just to be thought of and that i'll see her tonight. it's a relief remembering that i do have people here. so the gist is, we're all good. and she left me a really sweet 9 minute audio card that i can listen to when i miss her and want to hear her voice. |
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