sometimes
2007-06-14 see you later

still really having a hard time with this whole toni is leaving thing. i try to remember that it's only two and a half months until i see her again and sometimes that helps and sometimes it doesn't. it seems to be the worst when we're together because there is this whole "you're leaving" thing looming over our time. and even when it is free and easy for a short amount of time between us it is short-lived. which makes me really sad because i wish we could at least get the most out of the rest of the time. but now there is no time left. today is the day that she finishes all her packing and arranging and i take her to the airport late tonight. i just want her to leave knowing how much i love her and appreciate her and care about her and want the best for her. and that i will miss her.

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