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t and i talked last night about our relationship even though we had agreed not to talk about it until we were face to face. but it had been 2 1/2 months with a month to go and i really wanted to know where we stood. the only thing that bothered me about the whole thing is that she said she felt like maybe she needed to take some more space than she has and the thing is she has been the one calling me and i have been following her lead on how we're going to talk to each other whether it's "hey baby" or "i love you" etc and since she was talking like that i only assumed that was ok and what we'd do even though we've been on a break. i think i've called her 3 or fewer times this whole time. most communication we've had she's initiated. i just don't get it. the good news is that she says her feelings haven't changed. which i think i knew but it's nice to hear anyway. she also said she's scared about coming back here because she's thinking about going back to work more in el salvador at some point. i understand why that is concerning but i don't want to worry about that yet. i'm much better at worrying about things when they are more real than theoretical. i just want to see her again. and talk. and cuddle. and see where we're at. |
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