sometimes
2008-02-16 better

i feel better every day. less tears. more of ok, this is the right thing. but i think even writing that i'm trying to convince myself. it's just a matter of actually believing that one of these days. i still wonder, what is she up to? what is she doing, thinking etc? even though we don't talk. i still want to know. is she happy? is she doing well? is she happier without me? yeah, some of this thoughts are admittedly not so healthy. but, what do you want. i can only go one day at a time.

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