sometimes
2007-08-17 no drugs

well, last night was the first night that i slept without an over the counter or prescription sleeping aid in a month. so i'm actually really happy about that. i don't want those drugs in my system forever. and it really means good things because my brain is slowing down long enough for my body to rest on it's own. i think it's partially because this surgery stuff is postponed if not cancelled. that is a huge relief. the toni stuff is a mess. but it's not hugely preoccupying me right now. i just have to let it be on the back burner, and take care of myself. so i am.

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