sometimes
2009-06-10 fast forward

i'm trying to let go. and i'm hurriedly trying to fill the space that she is going to leave in my life with work and volunteering and whatever else i can get my hands on. i wish i could fast forward to the part where this seems like the right thing. where i have another love in my life, and a job i care about. all that good stuff. unfortunately first i have to go through the hard part. which is now.

back & forth
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