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i had such a nice weekend with toni. it started out a little rocky because of a little bit of a miscommunication about this work event she went to and invited me to. but it wasn't that big of a deal. i was already in a little bit of a funk and i just wanted her to say that she really wanted me to be there but she was thinking not about herself but more about if i'd even enjoy myself out at some crowded bar, which i rarely do. so anyway we got together on saturday and it was so nice. we both were so happy to see each other and have some time together. for me it was both happy and sad because she is leaving in two weeks and it is hard for me to shake that sadness but i focussed on enjoying the time we had and it was really nice. she's so lovey dovey and cute i just melt. we had a little shindig so she could see some friends before she left town and she really enjoyed it. i did too. i really had a good time. and especially enjoyed simone's three kids. sunday was amazing we just slept and slept and slept and lazed around the house all day until evening when we went out for pizza. i am trying to stay in good spirits about all this but i know that deep down (not too far down) i'm pretty sad and scared. but i think the best thing for her is if i just let go a little and try to support her travels as best i can. so i try. |
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