sometimes
2007-11-07 dammit

i had such a nice dc vacation. it was nice to get away, and have some time with dev and kev and jonah AND i got surprised by roxx and alexis who drove in from NY for saturday and sunday. so great. so much wii. i think my shoulder is still sore. it was really good to have some space from the toni situation too. i felt like i could put it aside. and just live my life.
but then i came right back into it last night. and she came over and cried and cried. and we had hard hard conversations. and now i guess we're not talking again for a few weeks. what a mess she created. i am still really angry about that. there doesn't seem like there is anything left to do but move on without her. and that is really not what i want but i wonder if is what is best. good god damn.

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