sometimes
2007-06-20 unsettled

i feel a little out of sorts today. i think today might be the first really hard day for toni not to be here because we had this conversation last night and basically i cut her off because stupid skype and it's stupid meter countdown made me anxious as i watched the money and the meter whittle away and i just wanted to talk to her and not worry and feel unlimited but unfortunately nothing is going to feel unlimited with her for some time. so that's that. and i apologized but i still feel unsettled.

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