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the last two nights i've had crazy crazy vivid dreams the night before last i was marrying my friend michael edla and we had agreed that it would be a marriage of convenience, his current girlfriend was there and was very upset about the whole thing, and i kept demanding and insisting that marrying michael would not change anything as far as my interest in women. i kept saying, i'm still going to sleep with women you know. but still i went along with the whole thing thinking in the back of my mind that it was a really really bad idea. and then last night i broke up with sarah again and we kept going around to different rooms in her mom's house and crying, saying things like, this is the last time we will do ... in here, we were both such messes, and then there was a really sad goodbye with sarah's mom. i think part of that comes from residual feelings of unsettledness with her family/mom because you never really get to say a proper goodbye to the family of the person you were with, which is unfortunate, because after two years they become a part of your life too. but, yeah, vivid, hardcore dreaming going on here in cold town. by the way, where is spring? |
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