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i have had a pretty shitty day so far. first i had to go to brunch and i didn't really want to but i had a hard time saying no. i came to brunch in a crappy mood and then was bickering with my family because we're having thanksgiving at our house this week and they wanted help cleaning and i didn't want to help because i have my own apartment to clean and shit to do and i just felt like getting out of there. i spent other days last week helping with the yard and the leaves and assorted other things. and i just wasn't in the mood for it. and then when i tell my mom i have to go because i need to get a few clothing items for work she needs to know every single detail. are you going to get the exact same things you already have? she asks. as if that makes any sense. what is she trying to say? your current clothes are ugly? too masculine? not girly enough? i want you to wear pink? i didn't know but i just wasn't in the mood for it. and then i get, what did you do last night? and i tell them i stayed home watching nip/tuck. they say, alone? and i'm like yeah, well i'm alone now. so yeah. and then i start to feel bad. and overthink being alone when i was okay with it in the first place. and i know my rant can continue, because i have a lot to rant about today, but i will spare you. |
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