tomorrow will be a good day. i will conjure up my inner resources and start my thesis. it's very hard to be self-motivated. but the alternative is to go stir crazy and that is not good for anyone.

does she miss me when she kicks me out? she says i have to read and then go to sleep. i would have said i want you to stay over but she gave me the "this is just something i have to do look" so i didn't mention it. sometimes i want to treat this time as vacation and have fun and spend time with my girlfriend and forget that there is something i should be doing. but my girlfriend won't let me do that. she wants me to do things other than her. that's probably smart. she's a smarty sometimes. good thing one of us is smart.