sometimes  
2009-04-06 to myself

i really do not enjoy long distance relationships. i don't think i'd like it better if we were not in a relationship. i just wanted to vent. long distance is hard. i just want to be able to talk to her and see her on a regular basis. i hate that i have to tell myself all the time "just let it go for now". just let it be. i'm good when i'm totally and completely busy and distracted but if i have some idle time my thoughts go to how much i want to see her and talk to her and how much it sucks that i can't have that right now. and then the "just let it go speech". to myself.

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